Untitled Story: Chapter 1Chapter 1~Lately, I've wanted to get away. Just walk out. When I'm tempted, I can't do it. But tonight, I did.~~~~"I hate you!" I screamed as I slammed the front door. I had had enough. My dad always nags me about my career and what I'm taking in college. He wants me to be a doctor or a lawyer; something that pays a lot. Thing is, he can't accept that I aspire to be an artist or an animator for movies and such. He had flat out said that no one would buy my art. How supportive is he? I know he only wants me to succeed and be happy, but knocking down my dreams? Yeah, he's the best. Anyways, he had gone too far by yelling at me that I don't have much time left, he criticized my choice of reading material, and told me to get serious about this.So here I am, outside at eleven o'clock, raging mad. The neighborhood was quiet, and the only light came from the street lamp in front of my friend, Trevor's, house. I began walking across my yard to
...At night,I hear them screamAccusing one ofWrong doing whileThe other cries.I am awakeUnknown to them.Listening to the shoutsAs tears fill my eyes.They don't botherTo even shut my doorTo block themselvesFrom my ears.I can't sleep anymore.I pray it ends fast.I pray he'll leave.I pray I'll sleep through it.Instead,I am awakeHearing everything.Crying silently.Why can't I sleep?Why must I hear them?I want to sleep!Dream of false happiness!I don't want this;To be here.I pray to cry myself to sleep.
Just Go Away!Just Go Away!Go away!Just leave!I can't stand youAnymore.I don't understand whyYou can't seeThat I'm not happy.That I'm not okay.Either you aren't sureOf what to do or sayOr you just don't care.How can I tell?I can't.So
Just go away!Leave me alone!Why should IStay in the gray?Not comprehendingYour unconcernedFace.Stay away from me!You don't care!Don't tell me IDon't get it!Believe me, I doBut apparentlyI'm the only one.
Scream and Shout.Scream and Shout.Times like thisI want to screamSo loudUntil my voice dies.Scream for everythingThe painThe hurtThe tearsThe lonelinessEverything.Scream until my voiceHas been heard.Until someoneSeesThat IAm not okaySometimes.No one pays attentionDouble checksOr shows concern.So I'll scream.Until I can't anymore.Until you hear me.Until I'm fine againI'll scream and shout.